||Well, I guess this is better than all the hacker diary entries we've had lately...
From Slobby's link, it appears that the girl of your dreams is a Satanist (I don't read German that well, so can't tell for sure). Instead of lusting from afar after some scary chick who must be lacking in brains and common sense, why not cultivate friendships with girls of your own age in your vicinity? You might meet some cool people, make connections with them, and have a shot at a real relationship, which can be exhilarating, boring and messy, sometimes all at once.
However, if that idea is too scary, by all means, continue lusting after some German devil woman.