||He has already said that you are not suitable for the position, and no amount of moaning on your part will make him change his mind. I really find it rather disturbing that you are getting so obsessed over this.
By the way, lesbians aren't generally considered attractive. Here are some simple, scientific facts about lesbians (this also applies to female bisexuals):
Now, please don't be too upset at me for saying this, I just thought that you should know why men (and women!) reject you and your kind.
- Lesbians tend to be quite masculine. This is because the reason they are lesbians is an unusual excess of testosterone in their bloodstream. Contrary to popular belief, testosterone in a woman's bloodstream is a good thing, up to a point - it is the primary motivator behind the sex drive in both men and women. However, too high a level does of course tend to give a woman more masculine traits, and can even make her attracted to members of her own sex rather than the opposite! Also, by the way, testosterone in the female bloodstream is temporarily boosted by alchohol consumption - this is why many modern women have shockingly masculine appearances (dry, rough skin, excess of hair necessitating shaving, perhaps a small, but visible moustache - all hallmarks of the decadent 'party girl' used to her 50 units of alchohol a week).
- Lesbians are frequently mentally ill. A life spent with extreme gender confusion, rejecting the mores of society, those same mores that have kept our society together for many millenia, can create many tensions and confusions in the mind of the lesbian. Lesbians are generally schizophrenic.
- Lesbians are sexual gluttons (see my first point for why), but far worse than this, they reject the natural accompaniment to sex - love. We have all heard of Anthony and Cleopatra, Romeo and Juliet, and such tragic expressions of heterosexual love - where are the examples of tragic homosexual love? I do believe there are none, because lesbians are incapable of love. Indeed, I sometimes (in my more cynical moments) think that the female of the species is downright incapable of love as a man would understand it, but I can certainly be sure that lesbians are not. They are overcome by perverted basic urges, and rarely (if ever) think on a higher plane of sacrifice and spiritual, loving union with another.
If I were you, I would take drugs to suppress the production of testosterone in your body, read plenty of Shakespeare (to ignite selfless appreciation of others and open the way to love) and perhaps (one day) try having a real, spiritual (not in a religious sense, *wink*) union with a Man.
Just trying to help, feel free to take or reject my advice as you see fit. Just bear in mind that I speak from experience.