||Look, being a Christian is hard. That is the whole point, after all! Those who take the easy way out end up perishing in hell. Nobody except you yourself is going to bring you salvation. Salvation isn't some free manna from heaven that falls to anybody who happens to be standing around below; unless you actively work towards salvation, you won't reach it. There is no free lunch, not even in the afterlife.
The whole point of Christianity, after all, is that of free will. You are given a choice -- either save yourself, or perish in hell. That choice will not be easy, and you can't take the middle road. You have to pick one, and only one way.
Peace and much love...